Blue wakes on Christmas morning in the makeshift bed of blankets on the lounger room floor Gervais is cuddled to his chest. They’ve had a manic week but everything is prepped and they can sleep in a little.
During the week they made and delivered mountains of pies and cheesecakes and the bakery had continued to turn a swift trade. Amidst all this they helped Gladys and Abby move. Once Blue had floated the idea they had gone a step further and admitted their houses were too much to handle.
Abby owns a fairly modern apartment block much closer to the stores and community center and they are mobbing into an apartment together instead. Gladys no longer worried about invading Abby’s space, Blue happy they have more neighbors to keep an eye on them and Abby confident they can manage with minimal help.
“Happy Christmas baby.” Blue says kissing the top of Gervais head as he stirs.
“Happy Christmas my love.” Gervais says and kisses Blue gently.
They are not together. Have done nothing more than kiss since Gervais arrived and they both feel closer than ever.
Blue had a wobble when he went to see Wilson about the house. Signing part away to Gervais felt both right and like failure. He got revised quotes for a basic make it all safe repair and the full top grade that Gervais would like. Although tempted to hide his fears he took all the figures to Gervais and they talked through his feelings and the options. Lying in bed Blue replays the conversation in his head.
“I owe you so much. I want to pay and I want you to see it as a gift. I don’t want you to add me to the title through guilt that I no longer have a home with Clara. If it wasn’t for you I wouldn’t have lasted a month at school. My earning potential is higher thanks to you encouraging me to transfer and I will be paying you back the rest of my life for how you helped when my dad died.” Gervais said sincerely, wishing he’d never messed Blue around so he might accept that he deserves this without anything in return.
“I worry about you.” Blue said.
“I know and I know I always have a room here. If I don’t it’ll be my own fault as I’ve messed up again or you have married and filled the place with kids and nothing would make me happier and I’d buy a place up the street.” Gervais grinned.
“I still feel like I’m ripping you off.” Blue said.
“You’re not. You’re letting me help you like you helped me. You deserve it.” Gervais said.
Blue smiles down at Gervais and feels warm and loved. He isn’t sure if he and Gervais will ever be back together buy he feels like they are in exactly the right place.
“You run the bath and I’ll light the fires.” Blue says after they snuggle a little longer.
Blue grins as he enters the kitchen. They have decorated the tops of the walls with greenery from outside. Blue loves how it looks and smells. They don’t have a tree though have sprayed a little fake snow on the lemon and avocado plants.
The fires are soon lit and Blue joins Gervais in the bathroom. Robin sent them a big box of bath bombs for Christmas and they opened them the night before, called Robin to thanks him and give him and his mom a video tour of their home.
Robin’s mom gave Blue a short lecture on dropping out of school and not calling his mom and then surprised him by telling him he had her full support on both choices and she was proud of him for making decisions that worked for him.
It felt like a huge relief and validation. He no longer needs to live in secret. Cheryl has been fully supportive from day one and now Robin’s mom has added to the validation and Mike, Gladys, Abby and Heidi all support his dreams. Since leaving school no one has belittled or laughed at his dreams.
“This smells so good.” Blue says getting in.
“I love this old bath, I’m glad it was saved.” Gervais says.
“Me too. I really like being in it with you.” Blue says.
“What is happening with us? I feel closer to you than ever but I still don’t see us together. How are you feeling?” Gervais asks.
“Same, I think we’re closer than ever, we’re being truthful to each other and we’re not hiding. I think we should just enjoy being the best of friends.” Blue trails off.
“I never thought we’d get back to this level of closeness. I feel like I’m reading you the way you used to read me, you still do but I need less.” Gervais says.
“You are and you’re talking to me and not doing crazy things. You are calmer, happier, stronger. I think you trust your instincts now and you trust me.” Blue says.
“You’re different too. You’re less boy crazy. You seem content now you are on your path.” Gervais says.
“I am. I still get lonely. When you go and I’m living here alone it will be hard, maybe harder after sharing with you. I don’t want to be single but I don’t trust my instincts with guys. I don’t want to be building my life alone but I don’t think I’ll ever be in another relationship.” Blue says getting down again.
“You won’t be single forever. You make way too good a cheesecake.” Gervais says and splashes Blue to break the tension.
Blue giggles and snaps out of it.
The boys have a leisurely breakfast of pancakes. Blue hasn’t got chickens yet but hopes to in the new year when he can get focused on the land.
“Lets do gifts now before mark arrives with the meat.” Gervais says as they stand on the back stoop with their coffee looking out across the land.
“Okay. Our first Christmas in our dream house.” Blue grins and squeezes Gervais hand.
They go inside and get organized.
Their gifts for each other look near identical. A nicely wrapped gift and a big envelope. They exchange wrapped gifts first.
Gervais has bought Blue a set of cookbooks, all second hand, by various classic chefs. Blue is very happy and hugs Gervais tightly.
Blue has bought Gervais a plant your own herb garden for his kitchen at college. Gervais grins and kisses Blue.
“Thanks so much. I have enjoyed getting back into cooking here and this will motivate me to do more and rely on Cheryl less.” Gervais grins.
“And I can find lots of new things to cook. Thanks.” Blue says and they hug tightly.
“We need to go outside for the next part.” Gervais says.
“What?” Blue asks confused.
“Come on.” Gervais says picking up the envelope and grabbing Blue’s hand and pulling him outside. They walk to the edge of the field.
“See this sloping land that isn’t being used? No good for produce but pretty good for vines?” Gervais asks.
“Yes.” Blue says slowly.
“It’s yours.” Gervais says and hands Blue the envelope.
“What?” Blue asks.
“I spoke with Abby about it as I could see it wasn’t used and she helped negotiate. There is an access road from here anyway as it used to be part of this farm. I love it here, you love it here, I thought it would be good if you could really get started here and not have to move on.” Gervais says.
“You are amazing.” Blue grins.
“You’re happy?” Gervais asks.
“Of course I am happy. You’re amazing. Too amazing.” Blue says and hugs him close.
“We’ll go up tomorrow and see it all. The farmer was really nice and happy for you to have it.” Gervais says.
“I like it here. It’s like home but bigger and there are less hippies.” Blue laughs.
“I like it too, more opportunity than home but the same small town closeness in the community.” Gervais says.
“Come on lets get your other present.” Blue says.
“I don’t understand.” Gervais says opening the envelope as they sit in front the fire to warm up.
“The other house. I’m giving it to you as you won’t go on this one. I agreed with Momma that I wouldn’t sett it, that it could be used by kids from home if they needed somewhere to live. I figured you’d probably stick to that but you don’t have to. I don’t want any ties back there or to her.” Blue says.
“It’ll be nice to tell Chris he has to pay rent.” Gervais grins.
“You have to film that.” Blue laughs.
“Thanks Blue. I love it. I do.” Gervais says unsure then really sure.
“I hope I haven’t just lumbered you with a millstone.” Blue says.
“No way. Robin’s mom and I can deal with both houses between us. I’m happy. I love this place I do but I totally get you wanting it to be yours. I’ve a year and a half at school yet and it gives me somewhere for next school year if Robin wants his girlfriend to live with him or whatever.” Gervais says.
Mike arrives with the meat and they start to work on lunch. They’ve done most of the prep this time and Blue knows to expect lots of food from the guests. As soon as church is over people start arriving. Tad and Larry are giving people rides and the place is soon full of people laughing and joking.
Gervais and Blue sort out drinks and the flowers and gifts people bring and then get back to the cooking. The pair work so well together. Neither has ever been happier. Gervais is so proud of himself that he can manage such a bustling event and stay in control of himself. He also adores seeing Blue so happy in his entertaining mode.
Blue loves making people food and having such a varied group together. Tad is chatting away with the old folk and everyone wants to talk with Heidi. She’s closed the bakery for the renovations and is happy to be having a break.
Larry is following Heidi around like a lovesick pup, it’s cute but probably a bit annoying for her. Not long before they are due to eat Wilson arrives with his family.
“Sorry to just land on you, we’ve a total power cut and its getting too cold for the little ones. I didn’t think you’d mind. We’ve brought chairs.” Wilson says and Mike helps get them set up. Gervais swoops in to hold the baby and soon everyone is sat down eating and drinking and having a lovely time. Like thanksgiving no one makes a move to leave, they all enjoy the warmth and company.
The kids run around outside to let off steam, Blue’s untamed kitchen garden a worry for parents but an adventure to the kids.
Blue is stood watching them out the kitchen window and Gervais slips in front of him.
“Its been a lovely day.” Gervais says and snuggles back into Blue.
“It has. It’ll be your kids we’re watching one day.” Blue says.
“I hope so. I’d love for days like today to be part of my family’s traditions. I love the little ones. All the things I missed out on. Makes me more resentful of my dad, how could he not have enjoyed being with me as a little one you know? Kids are so much fun. I would have been fun.” Gervais says.
“You’ll be doubly sure to get it right with yours.” Blue says wishing he could say ours.
“Yeah. I will.” Gervais smiles and swoops to pick up a toddler that is grabbing his leg.
Blue looks around and sees Larry alone.
“You okay?” Blue asks.
“Yeah, it is weird without mom. She would have loved this. Dad seems happy though. You’ve helped bring him back to life.” Larry says.
“I don’t think it was me. He was well on his way when I got here. He’s making sure he’s less of a worry to you guys.” Blue says.
“He is and I appreciate it. Looks like Tad and Gervais are getting along. They do look cute together.” Larry says. Blue looks at Gervais and Tad both holding a little one and chatting away.
“They do look like a family.” Blue says not jealous exactly but not happy.
“Tad always gets what he wants. He’s always been the hot one. The charismatic one.” Larry says.
“I thought he never had a boyfriend.” Blue says.
“No but he has whoever he wants, man or woman. I don’t even get the scraps.” Larry says.
“You’re fucking hot. You’re too busy worrying about Tad to see who is looking at you.” Blue says and totally out of character runs his hand over Larry’s ass and then slips his hand into the back of Larry’s jeans to get a really good feel of the gorgeous muscular ass. Blue keeps his eyes on Larry’s face, ready for a bad reaction. But Larry leans towards him and grins, his full mouth widening and showing off his perfect teeth.
“Lets go for a walk.” Larry says.
“Okay.” Blue says smiling.
“How did you know?” Larry asks when they get a distance from the house.
“Something about the way you follow Heidi about knowing she’s out of reach and the way you talked about Tad the other night. You were describing you more than him. He might like Gervais but you’re desperation on his behalf was your own.” Blue says.
“I was all ready to come out and then Tad did and I just couldn’t be back in his shadow. I got shit for him being gay no way I could tell anyone I was too. I don’t know. Sometimes I think he did it to spite me. That he knew my porn habit or something.” Larry says.
“Are you out at school?” Blue asks.
“Yeah. I had a boyfriend most of last year. Please don’t tell anyone. I am happy in my skin but it will be hard for dad to have two gay sons.” Larry says.
“I can keep secrets.” Blue says and they walk back to the house talking about other things.
“Robin will be here soon.” Blue says as he and Gervais sit by the fire after everyone has gone.
“Yeah we get a lazy day tomorrow, just us, first.” Gervais says.
“Cuddles and leftovers.” Blue smiles looking forward to a real day of rest. He thought about starting the outside work but knows he needs a couple of days break.
“Perfect.” Gervais says and kisses Blue.
They sleep well and share a lovely lazy morning together and then make some holiday calls. They talk to Robin and his mom and Gervais calls up W and AB so he can see what the kids got for Christmas. Fortunately Spence isn’t there so Blue can watch too.
“Spence is out with Danny. Those two really hit it off.” W says.
“I expected that. I meant to have Danny visit but it just never happened.” Gervais says.
“Vase, Vase. I got a bike.” Tommy says grinning away.
Gervais grins and focuses on the kid and they forget all talk of Spence.
They round out the catch up with a call to Ocean and Cheryl.
“Wow you’re looking strong.” Blue says as Ocean flexes his muscles.
“Can you come and visit soon? Maybe I can visit you.” Ocean asks hopefully.
“I might need to pop back to sort one thing out with Gervais. So I will see you then for sure.” Blue says and Ocean grins.
“Yay!” Ocean cries out and hugs his mom.
“I miss you too buddy.” Blue grins happy to see the kid smile, he’s become quite serious in the last few calls.
“Blue it is a huge as but do you think we could come and stay for the summer? There is a camp that does high level gymnastics not too far from you and I think I could pick up some classes and work too. We need a change of scene.” Cheryl asks.
“Is this about momma?” Blue asks.
“More about Willow. I don’t fancy a summer at the retreat when it will be hers and Ocean won’t want to be away from training so long.” Cheryl says.
“That would be awesome. I’m hoping to intern in the city here. It would be cool to have you guys here too though it means you won’t be able to house seasonal workers. At least not so many.” Gervais says.
“That is no issue, not now. I’d much rather have you three here. I’ll talk to Gladys about finding you some workshop options.” Blue says.
“I can help in your garden Blue and I will be good.” Ocean says.
“For sure and we’ll find somewhere to go fishing.” Blue says.
“Woooo summer with my big Blue woooooo.” Ocean grins and keeps on singing to himself.
“Well that is something to look forward to.” Gervais says after.
“I know. It’ll feel like a real home with us all here. And they’ll be chaperones for us.” Blue says.
“Like Robin will be. We’re so close to being back together. I think I’m more ready than you right now.” Gervais says.
“Neither of us want the stress of long distance but it’s hard to think about being with anyone else when things are going so well. But we’re not tied to each other in any way but 1 feel like one of us is going to be hurt when the other stars dating someone.” Blue says.
“Best Christmas ever.” Gervais says as they sit by the fire in the kitchen enjoying the quiet.
“I worried it would be too much for you but you were great.” Blue says.
“I know I’m safe with you and I know I can manage Without you. The first few weeks at school were hard. Robin was great but I was pretty overloaded with all the new. Cheer has been great. I cannot imagine what my dad would have said about me doing it.” Gervais grins.
“He’d have been secretly proud of you and not said a word.” Blue says.
“I hope so. It’s been hard trying to forgive him when I keep finding new things to hate him for. But I’ve been having little breakthroughs.” Gervais says,
“It shows. You don’t get angry at me anymore, don’t lash out so much.” Blue says.
“I’m sorry. All those times I pushed you away. The whole Jesse and Chris things. I am so embarrassed
“I was so ready to be back together. Maybe Birch really was a rebound.” Blue muses.
“Your next one won’t be. You can’t give up just because you’ve had a rough run.” Gervais says.
“You have.” Blue says.
“No, I haven’t. I’ve taken a good break because I needed to work on myself but I have not given up on finding my husband. The search is just on hold.” Gervais says with a grin.
Blue nods. He’s panicking about Gervais leaving and being alone.
“Blue you will be okay. You can call me a hundred times a day if you need to and Robin. Everyone here loves you too, don’t forget that.” Gervais says.
“I just miss having someone. Waking up with you has been lovely. I’ll be okay, I’m going to be busy and too tired to notice probably but right now I am dreading you leaving.” Blue says.
“It has been wonderful.” Gervais grins.
Blue wants to push for more but knows there will be certain rejection so keeps the words to himself.
They talk long into the night about Blue’s business and getting started with wine and other produce. They talk about the bakery and cooking until neither of them can stay awake.
They have a lovely lazy day eating leftovers and watching movies on Gervais laptop. It’s snowing and it feels pretty romantic but they keep their hands to themselves. They both seem to have forgotten that Larry and Tad exist.
The next day Robin arrives and they spend the next few days showing him the town and the house.
They explore Blue’s extra land and go into the city for movies and to eat. They have a great time and Blue is glad his true friends have stuck by him.
“My mom wanted to reassure you she won’t tell Clara where you are. She’s pretty conflicted about it but can see you need to go your own way.” Robin says one evening over dinner.
“I was pretty shocked when she said she was supporting me in this.” Blue says.
“She said if Gervais found you Clara could find you but has chosen not to and so it’s all on her. She would like you to visit sometime when you can.” Robin says.
“Momma replaced me every chance she could. I get being pushed out for Bea and Chris, even for Katelyn but not G and Andy. Having had distance and Perspective I just don’t get it. Not after what you did. Not after how Andy behaved last winter.” Blue says.
“I totally agree. It was nice to have someone on side and I wanted your momma to be my momma. But the way she treated you, has treated you even before we met was bad. Just as bad as my dad at times. It was really hard to let her go, we had a strong connection more than I have with Robin’s mom and Cheryl.” Gervais explains.
“My mom acknowledged that she was neglecting us to look after you when your dad died but we had dad and we didn’t need her like you did. It made our relationship stronger. We all respected her for doing what was right. Clara just bullies and belittles you and tears you down and expects you to still be perfect.” Robin says and Gervais nods.
“She’s out of my life now. Maybe forever and it hurts but it’s honestly easier to deal with cutting her off than trying to be what she wants me to be whilst rejecting me for being me.” Blue says quietly.
“You’ve grown so much since being here. I love your place and I love the people. This is like your home but more functional.” Robin says.
“I know right?” Gervais grins.
“I feel at home. I will miss you guys like crazy when you go back.” Blue admits.
“We’ll be back for the summer.” Robin says.
“Both of you?” Blue asks with a grin.
“Yeah. I’ve been applying for internships out here all break. If I don’t get anything I’ll work for you.” Robin says simply.
“And we’ll work on our game.” Gervais grins.
“You two best send me links of what furniture you want in that study.” Blue laughs feeling incredibly content. The best parts of his old life have made it to his new.
Loved this chapter Sam! Loving the quiet and content interactions between B&G. It keeps feeling like they’re almost back together then back away but in a gentle manner.
I prefer the idea of Blue being lonely rather than heartbroken by G again. Definitely agree Blue and Larry can have a harmless fling.
Loving the friendliness and vibe of the village and everyone who lives there.
Also enjoying having Robin back again. I’m very surprised at Robin’s mom’s support for Blue but very pleased!
Hope you’re feeling better Sam!
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I thought Blue needed some oughtright support for his choices from an adult. Robins mom would never tolerate Robin dropping out but can support Blue, knowing he’ll go back some day.
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the thing with Clara Blue college was waste of time he was studying stuff he either already knew or would never have a use for. Interesting Clara never put the kabosh on Bea or Chris studying in fields related to their dream career actually she openly supported their career drewms while she did everything she could to destroy Blues and make it sooo distant from reality.
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I still don’t actually “get” Clara’s actions towards Blue. Sure he reminds her of Chris and Bea’s Father but really….!?! is that enough to throw away your child over?
She’s so supportive to Katelyn and Andy and Gervais but why the hell not Blue???
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All about her expectations for him compared to others. She now sees him as her failed plan or something and doesn’t want reminding of it. I want to revisit her later and get to the bottom of it more but for now let’s have Blue be free.
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does she see Chris and Bea as her backup or way to make amends considering she stuffed up with Blue royally?
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I think she sees them as projects too.
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To me she treats him like a science experiment
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I did consider someone hearing about the triplets and asking them to be studied
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Loclk the three in a room see what happens. Winner gets Clara’s affection
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I’d rather visit Justin in the asylum
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would that be winner or loser tho lol
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Good question
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I think chris would rather be in her will. Blue would be screaming to be let out and Clara and Bea wouldn’t notice anyone else was there
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would Chris be able to deal with conditions give some time and Clara will eventually become as soul destroying and manipulitive towards Chris as she was for Blues entire teenage years (it seems that was when she started to really come down ln him hard)
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Until he sees the money from his parents he’s tied to her. What lengths will chris go for money. He could walk away but had nowhere to go…..
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Oh Larry is gay too?!?!? This is such a perf situation for me. Brothers! I can handle both mhm mhmm XD One on top, one on bottom, and me in between. 😍
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Ooooo you naughty boy! Slammed between two farm boy former football players. You’ll be flat Stanley at the end
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well after being with Andy sooo long we know marcus craves punishment being farmbois I bet they are great with rope and all kinds of various knots 😈😈😈
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Us farmbois are pretty crafty still waitn on a roll in the hay I bought last week😈
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Oooo do you have a target?
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No not yet waiting on that nice guy to come sweep me off my feet
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You deserve a very sexy nice guy. I wanna fix you up but I know no one….
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never knew you were a farm boi….. thought you were an academic 😀
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I can’t be both? My goats and chickens are gonna be disappointed
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do you ride bucking broncos 😈😈😈
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Maybe…..
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Just like Blue, smart and country 😍😍😍
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Perfect because I’m good with moans of appreciation and seductive taunts while being tied in those ropes. haha 😉
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Mmmm. Me too mmmmm
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I’ll file that info away for future use 😈😈😈
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Do you ever get loud? Do you hold back until you squeak out a groan of delight?
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depends how much guy turns me on…. what about you boo?
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I like to listen most. So the guy is very cute and he’s turned you to mush, are you begging for more or giving moans of encouragement? Is it too early for this much interrogation?
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moans of encouragement usually…. never too early for my boo 😘😘😘
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Just want to know when you’re really having fun.
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you will know you will feel it 😈😈😈
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No harm in gathering info in advance….
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Sammy does his homework 🙂
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And likes to think of you having fun
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What makes you scream?
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good way or bad way lol
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The best way 😘😘
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To be honest the best thing would be seeing your face go from concentration to joy. But annoying your noisy neighbours would be great too.😘😘😍😍😍😍
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I would love some vengance with my sidekick Sammy to help 😘😘😘
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Will we wear capes?
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😘😍😘😍😘
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Make sure to video tape this. I wanna see. 😍
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Yes indeed! Blue needs to get him some of that ex jock cock before Larry leaves again preferably on the kitchen counter top. Blue will feel right at home and stuffed haha.
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In the house, in the woods, in Larry’s dad’s bed
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Who’s the naughty boi now? XD
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you corrupted pure sammy 😇
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I’m sure you sinked your evil claws into him long before i came along. 😈
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You calling my marky evil 😳😳😳
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The devil in the flesh. They made a movie about him. mhm mhmm haha XD
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I bet once he’s revved up he’s all 😈😈😈he just plays at being shy to reel me in
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He sure is. He has whips, chains, paddles, candle wax, ice, anal balls, an assortment of horse hung dildos, and handcuffs from classic silver, to fluffy feather pink lol.
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So it’s not just you with a dungeon… I’ll avoid all the ball torture and slip the control for the electro stim in my pocket for later.
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I must be feeling better.
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you were due…. London trip was a week ago nearly and you started feeling shit when you returned from that from memory
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Felt ill night before London and thought about not going. Feel terrible to be honest, violent cough is not fun. Sulks.
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Thoughts of strong, sexy, well endowed studs butt fuckin all over the place will do that for you mhm mhm.
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Thoughts of you succumbing to them helps
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do my kisses help 😇😇😇
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You know it
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I do love to put on a good show 😉
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Bliss
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Marcus live shows haha
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That is my ultimate fantasy because its like its forbidden territory
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Tell me how you want it to go down…..
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Not sure if I can say that certain details are appropriate for certain readers
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Gah. My plans to get you guys to write the sex scenes are such a failure. I need better game.
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Let’s just say not much talking a little tongue and a bunch of wild animal noises
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Can I get away with that little for Larry and Blues first time?
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You CPU
LD get away with just the tongue and it’d be hot
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Well Blue does love to get right in there
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if you need sex scenes written i suggest recruit Okie or Marcus 😇😇
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Does it need any?
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I am all for Blue happiness so I personally don’t think its needed 🙂
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I think a little fun with Larry would be good. How do you think G would react?
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brother for each may work that way any jealousy would not be one sided lol
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boo I have fish and Calimari wanna share with me 😘😘😘
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Can i just watch? I can bring wine….
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watch me eat? lol
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Yup. I don’t eat calimari. Is it good?
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its great 🙂
I just love seafood 🙂
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I like most but not that or prawns.
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do you like Sushi?
Is sushi popular in UK?
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Love sushi. It’s not super popular. We have a few chains and the odd great placex
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not as widely available as it is here for example?
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You can get shitty stuff in the supermarket but a food court won’t have sushi like Sydney does. In London there is a place in most areas.
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Sushi is my favourite take out…. salmon and cucumber is my favourite flavor 🙂
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London it’s everywhere, outside not so much. More than our own seafood traditions of pots of cockles and whelks and things though.
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feeling better today Boo 😘😘😘😍😍😍💋💋💋
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No 😢😢😢thanks for the kisses they help.
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any improvement at all in last week? ie you over worst of it?
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Just changes every day 😞Are you having a lovely weekend? Doing fun things? Is your knee okay?
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its great thanks my sexy caring british friend all fantastic attributes btw 🙂
Have you bought yourself something for your throat like lozengers or something?
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I left my drugs at work. Some are coming in my groceries later. I have some lemsip.
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thats good ooh yeah you rung up a grocery order again?
Any free coffees at your fav coffee shop lately?
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Online groceries 😎no free coffee 😳trying to cut back on spends.
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does a cute boi that Resembles Gervais make the delivery 😎
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Different person each time. Do you have delivery boi fantasies? Were you ever a pizza boy?
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Have you had any nice sweet treats?
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had a rainbow paddle pop yesterday haha
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What’s that?
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ooh thought they were a global thing lol
Its an icecream rainbow flavored ice cream 🙂
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Picture?
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Sammy on wordpress App how do you post images?
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I dunno sometimes it posts a link others a pic.
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Wow that’s crazy. Is it tasty?
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really tasty reminds me of childhood 🙂
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Were you a cute kid?
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very slim and scrawny 😭
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All unaware how cute?
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another childhood fav of mine is the golden gaytime even has a biscuit in middle
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I saw those on master chef but they didn’t chose it. We have a feast but that has choc in the middle
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another trip to Australia to try all our ice creams haha
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I think so. I don’t remember having any last 2 times 😳😳😳😳but uh you might distract me and my mouth might get too busy….
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you can practice your licking skills 😈😈😈
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You have plans for me? Then I get ice cream?
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always give you ice cream 😘😘😘
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You’re the best 😘😘
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lol why me? I’m just a cute little innocent angel. All this dirty talk just makes me blush haha 😇😳😇
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No big throbbing cocks for you. Just sunshine and apples
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cheesecake, icecream and kissy kissy for you
😘😘😘
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Get in my bed
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cuddles and kisses all morning 😘😘😘😍😍😍
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You’d like it here, I’m in bed watching the last two episodes of master chef.
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did you enjoy our series 🙂
I love the Adriano Zumbo episodes 🙂
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Except when he didn’t like your boo’s cake! I was so relieved when Courtney went the second time. She was annoying! What are the hats they go on about? Is it a ranking system like Michelin stars? Have you been to any of the restaurants they show?
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hats is basically michelin star yeah you are right 🙂
Always wanted to go to Quay the restaurant Peter Gilmore is head chef of. No way could I afford it on my budget tho lol
It has such delicate and artistc looking deserts tho 🍰😎
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Does Sydney have a restaurant week where the top places do accessibly priced menus and events?
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well does the food and wine festival count?
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I don’t know. Here and NYC it’s a chance to go to fancy pants places cheaper.
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nothing like that here as if restaurants in Sydney would charge less haha
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It’s usually a tiny portion. But a cool idea. I rarely try fancy places at home, I’ll go to an overpriced chicken or burger place but not fine dining where the mark up is probably less but when I go on holiday I go, as it’s part of the entertainment budget for the day.
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Oh, but I had that last night though…😏
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Was it delicious?
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Oh it was scrumptious. Couldn’t get enough. Just devoured the whole thing 😉
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Apples? 😈
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Well he did say I had an apple ass though that would mean he had that not me 😛 haha
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🍌 🍆 🌽🌶?
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🍆🍆🍆🍆 Had to pull out all my tricks for that thing. That’s why I’m having a lovely afternoon at home relaxing.
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Yay! I’m happy that a bunch of you got lucky this weekend (or rather some blokes got lucky wit you guys).
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Lol I had to get rid of his ass. Just one taste and he aint wanna go home. I’m like nuh nuh this queen size bed is for sleeping solo. No room for you buh bye.
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Not cold enough yet there? When I was in Jamaica one time my taxi driver said that no one in england could fight as it was too cold to sleep alone.
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Lol i sleep with a billion pillows and my teddy bear. It’ll always be warm enough XD
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we have the sex scene writer haha
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Would you kick me out once you’d got your way?
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no way Marcus specalizes in trashy sex you specialize in sweet adorabe emotional heartfelt storylines just like your personality 🙂
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So you want me to stay and give you a bedtime story?💋💋💋
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as long as storyline is Ozmark and UKSam get busy 😈😈😈
How you feeling today Boo 😘😘😘
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I’m closer to better. Wish I could take tomorrow off but too busy.
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I think you know how that story goes best…
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The story goes ozMark feeds sammy ice cream and cheesecake 🙂
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Do I get to feed MarkOz too?
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yes but I may also lick and suck your fingers 😘😘😘
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Files more info in the what MarkOz likes file….
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that dossier is starting to get big right 😈😈😈
🍰🍧🍩
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No it is small. Needs lots more info. 😈😈😈
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it gets built on daily my sammy one is taking shape tho 😘😘😘
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Runs MarkOz a bubble bath and orders cheesecake.
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btw When I wrote this was unaware you had written us a sex fueled chapter was going off other day when you were after sex inspiration from us 😘😘😘
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Yus, Okegrad should do it. XD
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Hahaha I don’t know that little innocent me would be good at writing sex scenes. 😜😎😁😊
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😂😂😂😂😂😂💀
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Maybe I need to run a poll on what positions and scenarios people need to read about.
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Each new Blue chapter just gets better and better… I saw no issue with they way this melded together.
Blue giving the other house to Gervais was brilliant getting even further out from under Clara and probably pissing her off even more. But he didn’t sell it lol.
So happy to see the three amigos together again they were the ones I was most connected to from the saga. Also nice to see the support from Robins mom.
Sam as always a great addition to your tale and great writing. Hope you get feeling better soon.
Q
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Thanks so much. I’m glad I made the effort. Being back on the horse gets the creativity going again.
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loved this chapter don’t worry Boo it molded together perfectly.
The interactions between Blue and Gervais and Robin were perfect 😘😘😚
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Thanks doll. I’m ready for the trio to party.
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does new chapter mean either boo os healthy or in a better headspace today 😀😀😀
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No 😞I missed you so thought I’d get something up.
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sorry if I was quiet yesterday was exhausted 😘😘😘
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I was tired too. No need to be sorry, missed all you guys. Even though you’ve all been checking in. Am total attention whore right now as sick.
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you do realise if you were in Australia I actually would give you attention lots of cuddles and kissy kissy.
I would give you additional kissy kissy for writing loving chapters like this one 😃😘😘😘💋💋💋
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Thanks boo. Hope you’re not awake too early being all tired. Can I ask some master chef questions?
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sure its the cooking show I am religious about watching and downloading every season like you are with British bakeoff 😘😘😘😃
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I don’t want to know who won so can’t google yet(at the London eps). Were Callum and Matthew just friends or a lot more? They had lotsa lingering looks and touches…
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just good mates 😃
I loved how Callum in particular developed that season if you compare him
to earlier episodes 🙂
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His meat fruit looked amazing. Been trying to get someone to take me to Dinner since it opened.
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yeah it was…. those dishes were sooo complicated
Poor Aaron in that episode
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I hate Jonno. He’s sooo smug and rubbish. I do think Callum and Matthew shared. Bunk.
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yep I mean they were the youngest of that season.
Yeah Johnno seemed smug but I think he may of had some disorder like autism or something I read.
He did get better later on as the series went on.
Which format you prefer? UK Version or our version? I heard the two versions are very different
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Yours is more like the American format but with less tactics. The cast are all nice. The uk version is a different show, they get to shape themselves as chefs and develop a true style. I think the UK version is good for the food porn and the Aussie and US versions good for bonding with the cast and rooting for someone.
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its 7:44am so not tooo early 😚
sweets for the sweet 🍰🍧🍭🍩
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Too early for a Saturday when you’re already 😴
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come to bed and snuggle and cuddle hehe
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You come here,
I’m under my furry blanket.
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yes love the sound or your mink blanket 😘😘😘😍😍😍
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Just not the weather
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I read the UK is supposed to get a wintry blast this weekend 🤒🤒😘😘
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Hurmph! As soon as I’m better I’m jumping on a plane to you.
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yeah our summer season is upon us 😀
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Mm. I loved this chapter. The flow was fine, and I like the way the old is blending with the new. I also appreciate Blue and Gervais didn’t succumb to temptation and slide back down the slope into sex.
Hope you feel better soon.
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Thanks. I wrote and discarded a million convos between G and B of their usual, take me back, don’t wait etc etc but decided they would explore a proper close friendship and test their willpower a little.
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bet it took a lot of willpower on both sides I mean Gervsis loves Blues ass hehe and Blue loves that big blond dick haha
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Yeah loads. I thought and discarded xmas sex.
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We trust your instincts where we take it.
I thought when reading it sex was sure to happen between Blue and Larry haha
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Did you like Blue being so forward?
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good develoment in him finally dropping his inhibitions. Bet he has great hands to grab ass with haha
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Big hands for sure.
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I enjoyed that bit of Blue being forward. I could see him and Larry having a bit of NSA sex before Larry leaves again.
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I liked that Blue trusted his instincts with men again. I want the Blue we all fell for with a bit more maturity and experience to emerge. The confident sensitive hit guy.
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blue bent over a tree stump or pinned against a tree by Larry haha
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What would you do with Blue? Or would you want to overpower Larry?
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maybe take em both haha
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I wants you to have fun too. I need to make a quiet guy for you. Maybe the town has a library or game shop with a shy young geek.
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game shop is my kinda place 😘😘😘
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Larry please
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To do you or Blue?
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Me or blue maybe both😈😈😈😈
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You like 3ways?
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Yes always wanted one with twins though
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Blue and chris (ew ew ewwwwww)
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Oh no not those twins the both got to be nice i don’t do assholes…anymore
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My dream team would be the property brothers
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I looked them up, big teeth.
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I think it makes em even cuter
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Good to know your type. So I can stick a bow on one and pop him in the post for chrimbo
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I usually don’t go for that type I’m more of a bear/daddy guy. I like the occasional twink.
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Sam, you have outdone yourself with this chapter!! I’m so glad the boys (that deserve and love each other) are together!! It was so sweet! Thank you for all your hard work! I’m sorry you’re still sick! Feel better!! XOXO!
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Thanks so much. Going to have new year with the trio and farm boys and then back to Blue alone until summer.
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Sounds great! I do see the 3 guys as forever friends. I also personally hope for B&G to be together at some point in the future, but it’s also a long way out and plenty of story for you to share! Thank you again!
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B&g were why I struggled to get this one written. It was so easy to have them fall again but we all know it’s too soon.
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Wayyyy to soon!
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I’m thinking blue and Larry need a romp in the woods
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LOL!
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best friends phase is more inportant they were nearly there before last seasons spring break then it went sour glad nothing to destroy it this time 😀
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Yeah that’s why they were in the tub again. Going back to where they last fucked it up.
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yeah good concept rewind the clock and have a redo haha
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Are you a bubbles, bomb or salt man?
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love bubbles hehe
I sm shocking enough with doing dishes hehe
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Adds to xmas list for marky
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I totally agree it was a great chapter. It seems that the boys may be getting closer and closer. I agree that if gervais could find Blue so could Clara.the fact that she hasn’t is all I need to know I wouldn’t care if sure was never mentioned again. I feel sorry for Danby. Glad Blue has so much support. I feel like even if B&G never get married they would still raise a family together. Kinda surprising about Larry. Maybe Heidi needs a person of the female persuasion in her life? Would love to see Chris’ reaction about paying rent
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I want Heidi to be straight and have her and Blue talk about guys together. Maybe they can both have crushes on the same guy etc.
Clara will be mentioned less and less and I accept a mammoth freak out from chris might need to be included when it happens.
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That’s true blue does need a gal pal to talk shop with
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Yeah I want to hear him objectify a few guys casually like we all do and not only notice guys he wants to date.
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Heidi would be his first straight female friend right?
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Whatsit before she went nutso and Bea but first sane one. Well Gladys too.
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you mean Emelie?
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Her. I am soooo bad with names!
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see if you ever forget a characters name just ask me I usually remember them hehe
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Completely agree…love Heidi as Blue’s friend! I would LOVE to hear about Andy, Chris and Bea finding out that G is their landlord! LMAO!
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I am so glad Blue gave Gervais the other house and YES!!! The whacked out crew get to pay rent! LOL! LOVE THAT! You’re right about Clara Jack, she’s a bitter woman who is the most selfish person on the planet! I don’t know how someone could treat the child they raised the way she did. Her loss! She, Chris (who the last time we heard of him, he was the better of the two) and Bea completely deserve a spot in Hell together!
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Oh yeah, landslide to hit blues old house and burry them alive
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Yes, G needs good insurance to pay him off after! I’m still disgusted with Andy and Spence – even though they’re out of the picture. Blue was so good to them both.
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too good…. how many times did Blue fix their relationships their emotions etc and when Blue needed the smallest bit of support they basically said via their actions get fucked and deal with it.
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Love your grudges
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I take things from Blues point of view snd place myself in Blues position and ask if this happened to me how would I feel which explains my explosive rants against some characters on occasions (it’s never a criticism on your writing I rant as if they were real people)
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I know I think blue knew that Gervais would charge Chris rent. Its not like he can’t afford it now.
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Yeah I also think Blue wanted it off his plate without feeling guilty.
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well Gervais was only being civil to Chris recently for Blue benefit take Blue out of equation and Gervsis has no reason to be nice to Andy, Chris, Dylan or George and allof them have been bitches to Gervais on occasions as well so this could double as a chance to get his own back also 😈😈
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I like to see a devious gervais
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He could go back early and change the locks
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I don’t think he’d be that mean its not like he’s me. Because that would totally be something I’d do
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I’d build a moat.
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well he is smart so he could pull off a devious plan haha
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Please stamp and complain if there are flow issues here, I had trouble piecing my stops and starts together. I’m still coughing my guts up and don’t have a clear head – or that’s today’s excuse.
Thanks for all your good wishes.
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