Ocean Blue 3

“I don’t know. I don’t want to trap you into this life. You would be risking not being able to see Ocean again.” Blue says.

“Ocean is grown up and in college and ready to lead his own life. And if he and I will be able to work out some communication. He might even join us.” Gervais says.

“It can’t be that easy.” Blue says.

“Yes it can. We talk to your handlers you tell them they need to help transfer the money and you’ll leave the program. You buy the vineyard in your new name and I move in with you. Maybe I can get a new identity too. Blue, I’m not going home. I’m not letting you be alone again.” Gervais says and Blue looks at him in wonder. Knowing he really means it and there might finally be a way out.

“Let me tell you about my life since I left. I want to take you up on this, I really do. But you need to have your eyes wide open.” Blue says and tells Gervais about everything. Filling in the rougher times that he hadn’t told Ocean about.

“I hate that you went through all that. All without me or Will or the others to take care of you. No more Blue. No more. You don’t have to be alone. Hell I’d not be giving anything up.” Gervais says.

“I have to get to work. We’ve been talking all night.” Blue says.

“What do you do? Its 2 in the morning.” Gervais asks.

“I have a bakery.” Blue laughs.

“That is funny. You promise to come back here after and not disappear? Or can I come by with Ocean for breakfast?” Gervais asks.

“No café or shop, we supply hotels and the like wholesale.” Blue says.

“Well save me a loaf anyway and I’ll meet you here when you finish.” Gervais says.

“I can be here by 4 but I’ll be exhausted.” Blue says.

“And so you will sleep here. Blue I am here for you, for always. Go to work and think over my proposal.” Gervais says.

“Okay. I will. It has been so long since anything good. I was thinking all that Blue luck when I left college was my lot for life.” Blue says.

“We’re just starting.” Gervais says.

“Thanks Gervais. I have been so lost without you. I tried to pretend my whole life before was a dream.” Blue says.

“It was very real and we’re going to make it right. I love you Blue, my feelings have never really changed, just how I respond to them. I always loved you from the moment you treated me so kindly at school. Right now you need me to treat you how you treated me. I thought I was alone with no hope and then there was you.” Gervais says.

“Then there was you.” Blue says and hugs Gervais tightly.

Gervais worries from the second Blue leaves that he won’t come back. But he knows he can’t go to Blue’s workplace. Gervais strips off and goes to sleep.

Ocean sleeps soundly, the worry that he has held for the last seven years about Blue and Gervais is ebbing away. He loves both of them and has hated what the separation has done to them. Ocean loved Will and Blue together but he never, ever met anyone who he thought was right for Gervais the way Blue was.

Ocean isn’t sure about college, he loves gymnastics and he actually enjoys class more than he lets on to Gervais and George but ever since Blue suggested he could teach yoga he’s been re-evaluating. He knows it wouldn’t be a big income but living as he has he never developed expensive tastes, even with Spence around.

He’ll talk to Gervais over breakfast, maybe he’ll have some ideas.

“You look rested, not too late a night?” Gervais asks as he meets Ocean for breakfast.

“Nah we were all tired. I got the pictures sorted. There would have been a few crowd shots on the live feed too but you were on the edge and not too close.” Ocean says.

“We’ll get Cloudy Day into sunshine soon. I’ll take him somewhere while we look for a place to live. Don’t worry.” Gervais says.

“I am so glad I called you, and you came without asking questions.” Ocean says.

“You don’t ask for much. I wanted to come anyway. You did the right thing. The best thing.” Gervais says.

“I understand if I don’t get to see you for a while.” Ocean says.

“I will email you or message you. We’ll come up with something. We won’t be without contact.” Gervais says.

“Yeah I already set up a new profile. So you can always fine me.” Ocean says with a grin showing Gervais.

“Good thinking. I think we need to go tomorrow. Blue is too paranoid not to. I’ll need you to bring some things here to send on to me later. I don’t want anything to go direct from home. Can you ask Spence and Andy to keep an eye on the house and garden? Blue and I will sort it long term later.” Gervais says.

“What about the businesses?” Ocean asks.

“We’ll decide, the three of us. Nothing has to happen right now, I have more than enough put aside.” Gervais says.

“It’s exciting. And a relief, I slept better than I have in years last night, not having that seed of worry about him in the back of my mind.” Ocean says.

“Knowing he is alive and safe is a huge relief. Now we need to get him well and happy.” Gervais says.

“It won’t take much. Blue was often down but always found something good. Cookies, a flower, yoga or me. I could always cheer him up.” Ocean says.

“Yes you did, you were team mascot and got us all through tough times. Come to the hotel at 4. I will see you then. I’m going shopping for basics. Anything you need?” Gervais asks.

“Veggie protein bars and cookies? Bananas and good nut butter? If you have time.” Ocean asks.

“Dorm food getting you down?” Gervais grins.

“Breakfast is good, I’m monitored by coach which takes getting used to. There are some good veggie options but it is already tedious. I’d much rather have bananas and almond butter on a protein cookie or rye cracker. You know me.” Ocean grins.

“I remember when DeShawn visited and taught you to make Blue’s protein cookies. I thought you would have brought a good stash with you.” Gervais says.

“My team found them.” Ocean shrugs.

“Okay I will see what I can find for you. Are you free to hang out tonight?” Gervais asks.

“Yes, I am all up to date on my studies, you guys trained me too well. What do you think about me doing physical therapy?” Ocean asks.

“Sounds like a much better idea than small town accountant.” Gervais says.

“I think so too. Fits with yoga too.” Ocean says.

“Yes. Your mom will be less worried too.” Gervais says and Ocean shrugs. Ocean’s relationship with Cheryl took a huge knock when she moved him out of Blue’s house that nights row stayed with Ocean for years and although he knows his mom made a lot of sacrifices for him and he loves her, they were never quite as close again.

Ocean always felt a little guilt too that his sport stopped Cheryl from moving back to the lake and being with Willow. He didn’t know until much later that Willow was still a possibility and much as he likes Marsha with his mom he knows Willow was a better match.

Still his mom never asked for his input and he’s not sad he got to grow up with Gervais, Andy, Spence and Will all four of them had a big influence on his life and made him who he is.

Ocean gets through classes and afternoon practice and heads to the hotel.

Gervais isn’t sure whether it is Blue’s paranoia but he feels like he’s being followed. After shopping he popped out to some local stores to find some bananas for Ocean and he gets the feeling he’s being watched.

Gervais wonders if he should tell Blue not to come, or to meet elsewhere but also knows that f Blue is spooked he might not come at all. He gets back to the hotel room and messages Ocean to make sure he’s on time.

“On my way to meet Cloudy from the bus.” Ocean replies and Gervais heads down to the lobby to meet them still feeling a bit anxious. He’s booked flights for him and Blue for the next morning. They are going to Chicago next while they look at places to buy and work out what to do with the house and business.

Gervais walks outside in a panic as he sees someone running at Blue. He sets off trying to intercept them and then stops still and squeals in delight.

“Bro?” Blue cries out and runs to meet Chris is a huge hug. Ocean and Gervais run and join in.

“How? What?” Blue asks worried, happy and confused all at once.

“I think we should get inside.” Gervais says.

“Yes.” Chris says.

“Were you following me earlier?” Gervais asks in the elevator.

“Yes, sorry. I needed to be sure it was you and this was safe.” Chris says.

“You two have never looked more alike.” Ocean says.

“Skinny with bad hair.” Chris says and Blue giggles.

“How did you find me?” Blue asks when they get in the room.

“I watched Ocean’s meet the team online, great job kid and I saw Gervais hair in a crowd shot, I rewound and rewatched and for a split second I saw you, I knew it was you. Don’t worry in real time no one would have noticed.” Chris says.

“And you got on a plane?” Blue asks.

“I had to try. I didn’t know if you were out the program and visiting Ocean together or what. I had to take the chance that you might be here, or that Ocean could tell me where you were.” Chris says.

“Ocean got Gervais and I in the same room. First time we’d seen each other in seven years and I didn’t even think about it being streamed. Feel an idiot but worth the risk. Bea left the program and lives at the lake. Maybe we’re safe too.” Blue says.

“Holy shit. I ask, every quarter I meet with those fucks and they lie saying you two are both still in the program and no I can’t see you.” Chris says angry.

“Who are you now and what do you do? Are you a vet?” Blue asks.

“Am I fuck? I was advised against it. I do landscaping. For about 2 years now I’ve been Hugo, can you believe it? I guess we both had to move on whenever the other did? So we both had to move after Will’s stunt, so romantic bro, I cried. It was a total pain moving on but I thought that one was worth it.” Chris says.

“He’s married with kids now.” Blue says.

“I’m sorry. I thought you two would make it. Two years ago it was my fault, I was working on a farm back then. I saw Claud and Andy at a market.” Chris says.

“They never said.” Gervais says.

“I didn’t approach them. One of the guys pointed Claud out and said he was a big deal soup guy and before I knew it I was saying, I know and my brother started the company. I near shit my pants as the words came out and went straight away and made the call.” Chris says shaking his head.

“Guess we’re about even. The second move after the Olympics was me.” Blue says.

“You seem a bit more together than Blue.” Ocean says.

“Blue lost a lot more than I did.” Chris says.

“We both lost everything. I am really sorry you didn’t get to be a vet. I think you’d have been good.” Blue says.

“Me too.” Gervais says.

“Yeah you would have been awesome. Maybe you could go back to school now.” Ocean says.

“I thought we weren’t safe. Could I talk to Bea? On one of your phones?” Chris asks.

“Sure. She’s called Nicola now.” Gervais says.

“Wait. I don’t know if that’s a good idea.” Blue says.

“I don’t know your plans yet. I can’t spill anything. I won’t even tell her we met.” Chris says.

“If we’re safe now she’d be Bea. I want to get gone from here as soon as possible. Can you call her from somewhere else?” Blue asks.

“We’re leaving in the morning. I figured you wouldn’t have anything you wanted to keep.” Gervais says.

“I own my bakery.” Blue says.

“We can sort that later.” Gervais says.

“I will call Bea last minute tomorrow before we leave for the airport. Can you get me a flight? I’m coming with you.” Chris says.

“If it isn’t safe we can’t be together.” Blue says.

“Fuck that. We can spend a couple of days in a hotel catching up. I get I might be interrupting some love fest but come on bro.” Chris pleads.

“I want to spend time with you. Gervais and I are not together, well not yet, not officially. I just don’t trust Bea not to fuck things up for us in order to keep her life.” Blue says.

“Okay, that I understand. Fuck yeah I wouldn’t put it past her. You were always the smart one.” Chris says.

“We never got to do that study to find out the truth on that.” Blue says.

“Its funny to see you both together again. After time apart you’re more in tune than ever.” Ocean says.

“Ahh little Bro, you and G always could read us both.” Chris says and Ocean beams like a little kid again.

“You watched me online. Did you keep up with my gym?” Ocean asks.

“Yes. Of course I did. I wanted to sneak in to nationals and watch but I was too paranoid. I kept up on everything. Robin being CEO, I was so WTF on that one bro. So not cool.” Chris says.

“How could you without it being too painful? I just couldn’t even think of these guys.” Blue says.

“I needed to, to keep grounded, to stay human and not do something stupid. You didn’t need that Blue. It was the only thing that kept me going. I didn’t search for the siblings but I kept up in your world. So proud of you Ocean getting a scholarship and I can’t wait to watch when you’re on the team.” Chris says.

“You don’t have someone?” Blue asks.

“Nah, no way I could drag anyone in to this shit. Bet you’re the same. But if we’re leaving together I might have a chance.” Chris says.

“You always cycled between being good Chris and evil Chris, like some sort of comic book character. You’re good Chris again.” Ocean says.

“Is that how you always saw it?” Blue asks.

“Yeah, sometimes Chris was great and other times scared me shitless, even though he was always nice to me.” Ocean says.

“So what is your gut feeling on Bea?” Chris asks.

“What Blue said. I wouldn’t trust her not to grass you up to keep her life the way it is.” Ocean says.

“So tomorrow we leave? And start over and Ocean is our messenger.” Chris says and the three nod.

“Tomorrow we start over, again.” Blue says.

“Together.” Gervais says and hugs them all.

136 thoughts on “Ocean Blue 3

  1. Now seems as goood a time as any to write this.
    I had been reading The Suite Saga over on Nifty; December being the last installment where you’d written that the new story would follow.
    I’m not a patient man at the best of times, so after a 6 week wait, I decided to try and find out if the story was anywhere else and found it within seconds (thanks Google).
    I burned through A New Blue in a couple of days (that last chapter kind of annoyed me. I was so hoping for a Will & Blue & Gervais happy ending).
    So I’ve just finished chapter 3 of Ocean Blue. I’ve cried my way through most of the first three chapters. For sure, I got through more tissues than I’m willing to admit here.
    The end of this chapter has given me hope there will be less need for me to pretend the tears rolling down my face are due to something being in my eye(s).
    Thanks for the stories… I’ll carry on with chapter 4 now

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    1. Oh good I’m not the only who recently starting reading this story. But yeah, got impatient with new blue at nifty so I checked here and saw that there’s way more than I could read.

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  2. I love your story and have been binge-reading your entire series. But I must say before I read in will Robin and everyone make up? I know Robin is in the wrong but after Blue and Gervais, he’s my favorite character. I just hate to see him the way he is, but other than that I feel sorry for Blue aka Skye 😦

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  3. Loved it Sam! I’m actually glad that Chris is back, but until all is clear, maybe not long term. I think Bea is still a bit more calculating and it’s good the boys are cautious. I’d still love for Blue to eventually make it back to ‘home’ and properly get what is his and be back in the fold with his friends – my pipe dream though. Not Will anymore, but he and G properly living and happy on the farm he built.

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    1. Right now I think going back would be too painful. Too big a reminder of what he missed out on. I see Chris stepping in to
      Andy’s role and the pair building something again. But I’m not ruling out Ric’s idea of letting them travel and live a little first.


      1. I can see it being a bit sad, but at the same time, I’d like the boys to end up together some how. Not until the baddies – including Clara are taken care of.

        I like the idea of them traveling. Gervais and Blue had talks of the summer trip and they never went. It would be nice for them to have some time seeing the world together.

        I was horrible that Blue worked so hard for everything and then had it all taken away. Especially since the rest of them benefited off his hard work and dreams.

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        1. It was horrible, and its lovely that G, Ocean and Chris acknowledged it, especially as everyone tended to be so dismissive of Blue’s feelings earlier on. Andy and Spence are living their happy ever after and so I’ve a new core four and I’m ready to take them on a new journey.

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              1. It would be justified…… you know what really pisses me off with Robin situation.

                The summer before the relocation program Robin was constantly mocking or criticizing Blue for working for his future while Robin was just playing around and goofing off and yet when Blue went into program Robin ended up getting it.

                Doesn’t seem fair in retrospect almost seens like Robin was rewarded for being a goof off and Blue was penalized for having a strong work ethic.

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                1. Yup all of that. I don’t blame Robin for going for it, but it feels all kinds of wrong at the same time. For all we know he could see it as keeping the business in good shape for Blue. But Ocean and G don’t believe that.


  4. so exciting!!! thinking of the possibilities of their future. I love it, can’t wait for more. and I’m glad you brought Chris in, I like him more and more, and happy that the brothers can be together.

    however, with them looking so much alike now, maybe they are too recognisable. they need a disguise or something.

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      1. I want to hear about blue and gervais consumating their new relationship. and yes. Chris needs to date so that we won’t get overly jealous.

        also, maybe it’s time for ocean to have a boyfriend. that would be very interesting 😉

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        1. and actually, I don’t think they should set up another farm. that would be too much of the same ole same ole. I would like to see them travel. maybe back to Australia, maybe just the states. It would provide for a lot of new scenarios.

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                1. I am looking forward to Chris and Blue brotherly relationship blossoming….. look at this chapter have not seen each other for 7 years and they are like as if they were never apart they seem alot closer thsn they are with Bea that is for sure 😘😘😘😘😘😘

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                    1. And they’re not mad at each other for it at all. They both know how easily slips happen. I think Chris actually being screwed over by his family gave him a lot of humility.


                    2. Notice they have same suspicions when it comes to Bea….. I guess they are mad she has had the easier life ie not having to change names, careers location everytime someone they knew they saw and she didn’t even try and contact them at all even in a secret way.

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      1. If I think back to our first interaction… it was just before Blue’s Bad day in Suite Saga. And I said I was sad to read how the boys, including G, were mean to Blue. Imagine my tears recently. Grateful for them, and your writing. Xxx

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                    1. Oh no. It’s beautiful and sunny here. Colder than when you are but feels hotter than the 8 degrees on the weather page. Just giving your knee a quick rub.


                    2. Knee better today your massage yesterday did the trick 😘😘😘😘😘

                      Since I am up and about 🧀🧀🧀🧀🍞🍞🍞🍞



                    3. Mmmmmm I just had coffee and I do plan on cheese toasties for tea. Do aussies really call toasties that funny J word like on masterchef? Is that the main brand name of the machine in oz? Like Hoover for vacuum (or Dustin these days)?


                    4. It was a chapter to two before, I said I was upset that they were mean to Blue… you warned me about “Blue has a bad Day”

                      I love your writing “made” me read like 100 more chapters! And loved them!

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      1. Oh nice! I try watching cooking shows so I can. Learn more then basics but I always end up hungry and frustrated cause I cannot have what is making me hungry so I change tue channel lol


  5. I was really disappointed when I read “the end” on a new blue but these new stories make me really happy, the sad parts aren’t even remotely close to the reunions and happiness

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                1. The teeth. I liked what they cooked in the final. The other pair should never have made it to the main round. And they kept doing great plonks of meat. I didn’t like the bondi boys, I hate the whole outlook.


                1. no comeback kitchen that year there is also Colins secret Instant Restaurant round….. It has some other changes from previous seasons ie once a week they have a food truck service chsllenge where its like a team based challenge and things like that.

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  6. Damn Sam you make it hard to be depressed with this story. I feel bad about Chris not being able to do what he wanted. That bitch Bea gets everything while her brothers have to suffer. Shame on you for ma!king me cry again.😘

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          1. It is justified as Chris and Blue life was bo picnic…. basically unable to sneeze without being uprooted and having to start over…..

            I see someone else disgusted about Robin

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