Ocean Blue 59

“Blue you already own this property and you asked us to arrange the sale, along with the other remaining properties.” The lawyer says.

“What? Did you know?” Blue asks.

“I knew there was some farmland. It manages its self and brings a little income. It isn’t like we could use it before, it was linked to us.” Gervais says.

“Oh gosh, I want to keep it, all of it. I want to lease a large part to Spence. Shit the realtor, will I owe her? I mean it is okay if I do.” Blue says flustered.

“We’ll sort everything. We’ll need more details on the lease you want.” The lawyer says.

“And I need full information on current tenants and how the land is split up.” Blue says.

“Come back in tomorrow and we’ll go through it.” The lawyer says.

“Thanks so much. I can’t believe I own it. That Abby bought it for me.” Blue grins.

“She must have known you’d need somewhere to start over.” The lawyer says.

“Yeah she was the best. Is it all in my name? Or Gervais?” Blue asks.

“It is in Gervais name. The plan was to transfer half the money after the sale to each of you so we didn’t see the need to get the title amended.” The lawyer says.

“So I don’t own it at all.” Blue says disappointed.

“You do, it is just a technicality, due to the complexity of your identity changes.” The lawyer says.

“But right now I can’t do anything? Gervais might not agree.” Blue says.

“I am right here. I’ll sign it all over.” Gervais says.

“Is it that easy? But then Gervais doesn’t have half.” Blue says.

“We can get it sorted out. You have a think and come back with what you want. It is in Gervais name but it isn’t his.” The lawyer says.

“Thanks for all your help.” Blue says.

“What was that all about? Suggesting I’d withhold the land?” Gervais asks in the car.

“You hid it from me. You’ve hidden a lot from me.” Blue says.

“I’ve hidden nothing. You just didn’t look.” Gervais says.

“I couldn’t. I couldn’t focus, I couldn’t take anything in. I would have remembered if you’d said I owned a lake and a farm.” Blue says.

“I forgot. It wasn’t an investment I had much to do with. It handled itself. Abby had set it up that way. I didn’t deliberately set out to hide it from you. You listen to Will and Birch too much and not me. Anyway I thought you wanted a city life.” Gervais says annoyed. He has no idea how things have become so ridiculous.

“You knew I was looking for a bolt hole too.” Blue says.

“I just forgot. Can you accept it wasn’t malicious? That not calling you, wasn’t malicious? That leaving you to sleep alone wasn’t a premeditated act engineered to hurt you?” Gervais asks exasperated.

“I think we need to take a break. I need to take a break. I keep fucking up. I keep over reacting. I can’t be the boyfriend you need right now.” Blue says.

“Lets get home first. We’ve barely spoken, you dragged me from my flight to the lawyers office.” Gervais says.

“I’m sorry.” Blue says.

“You don’t need to apologise all the time.” Gervais says still mad. His life is slipping away. In just a couple of days Blue has found a new life, aided by Spence and Will and he feels himself being sliced right out.

“Sorry.” Blue says head down, exhausted.

The pair get back to the farm house. Will, Spence and Wyatt are staying at Will’s place, giving Blue and Gervais space and avoiding Andy.

“The answer is no.” Gervais says putting a cup of herbal tea in front of Blue.

“No?” Blue asks.

“No, we are not taking a break. I didn’t wait for you all that time for you to put us on hold and let Will worm his way back in. We are either together and we work through these issues or we split up for good. I am not waiting around any longer, I am not putting my life on hold for you. Not again. Not any more.” Gervais says bluntly.

“So I lose you now or I lose you in a few weeks when you get tired of my shit and leave.” Blue says.

“When are you going to forgive me for Fergus?” Gervais asks.

“That isn’t fair. You got fed up with me at the old dairy. You got fed up of me a couple of nights ago. This isn’t about ancient history. It is about me waking up and you not being there and not calling. I can’t deal with that. I just can’t right now.” Blue says.

“You didn’t call me. You didn’t let me know your plans had changed. This is not on me. You ran off. If anyone has form for leaving it is you.” Gervais says.

“So we’re over forever? I don’t want that.” Blue says.

“Neither do I. You are the one splitting us up.” Gervais says.

“You won’t give me the space to sort out my head.” Blue says.

“You don’t need space. You need me to help you. Now stop it with all this shit and get Will and Spence and Birch out of your head.” Gervais says.

“It wasn’t them. Not just them.” Blue says.

“Do you want me or not? It is that simple?” Gervais asks.

“You know how much I love you. You know I want to be with you forever. I just need to work on me for a bit and not worry about you. Just a couple of months. You can get on with your company or something.” Blue says.

“No. I am not leaving you to go through this alone. You’re stuck with me or you lose me. I am not negotiating. You need me and if you actually love me then you would realise pushing me away is stupid. That you can only get better with me by your side.” Gervais says.

“Okay.” Blue says giving in.


“You need to come back. We are floundering without you. Name your deal. I mean it, you can name your deal.” Ollie says.

“I hated that job.” Robin says.

“Because no one respected or thanked you. No one realised what a good job you were doing.” Ollie says.

“I don’t know. I have this new business.” Robin says.

“Babe. We could live here, together. We don’t need the drama of Gervais. I’ll find another outlet for my ideas and you can see your kid regularly.” Birch says.

“Exactly. Think about it properly Robin. Not just salary and stock. Think about doing condensed hours so you can see your kid more. Flexible hours, all the stuff you really need. All the things I had when I took on my siblings. I’ve set a meeting for Friday.” Ollie says.

“Why don’t you do it?” Robin asks.

“The company still needs me to do the fucking work.” Ollie grins.

“And if you being my right-hand man is a condition?” Robin asks.

“It’s a necessity. You and me. I need a focus.” Ollie says.

“No chance with Tad?” Robin asks.

“Fuck no. He fucked up and I deserve better.” Ollie says.

“Spence will screw him over, during the divorce with Andy.” Robin says.

“They deserve it. It isn’t like he loses. He runs Mike’s farm and Mike will change his will once he realizes the other kid isn’t his either.” Ollie says.

“It isn’t?” Robin asks shocked.

“Nah. One of the ice-cream guys is the absolute spit of the kid. Shift leader, bit of rough for princess Ella. Slut.” Ollie says.

“Interesting.” Birch says surprised.

“I guess I need to talk to Spence about my home.” Ollie says suddenly worried.

“He has no beef with you.” Robin says.

“No but I have to make certain I’ll be okay.” Ollie says.

“Worst case Ocean will let you use the farmhouse. Or Will’s place. It wouldn’t be too much upheaval.” Birch says.

“I know, I’d just feel unsettled. Thanks for thinking about the job.” Ollie says.

“It is just thinking. I will come to the meeting. Ping me the details.” Robin says.

“How is Blue?” Ollie asks before leaving.

“A mess. Its so scary to see him so lost and scared.” Birch says quietly.

“I’ll make time to see him properly this visit.” Ollie says and heads off.

“Hey are you ducking out of the business just as Spence and Blue have found premises?” Robin asks.

“You know it makes sense, for you to get proper visitation. I’ll fit in with you and we’ll work out how we handle my tours. I’m getting a bigger name for myself, maybe I’ll get longer sit downs and less suitcase shows in the future.” Birch says.

“You really want this to work.” Robin says.

“I really do. We’ve both been on the outside of the group, neither able to quite quit it. We fit Robin, we always did, from the day you gave your first bj.” Birch says.

“Oh no I really did go off you that night before Australia.” Robin grins and he and Birch fall into each other kissing, happy and excited for their new start together.


“Shall we still buy the hotel? I love the idea still.” Blue says.

“I am all for it. Wyatt and Will have loads of ideas. It’s a chance for us to try something new and fun. We can afford it, more so now you already own the lake and land.” Spence says.

“Good. I was worried I was out of my new career before it started again. Wyatt and I have been talking about the camp too. We’re thinking of fat camps for adults, extreme fitness events and the like, we want to tie it to the hotel too.” Will says and Blue’s eyes start to shine.

“You’ll be awesome at that. Wyatt you want to be in too?” Blue asks.

“I actually want to work on the marketing side. I figure I can intern for Will alongside going back to college. I don’t want to be a janitor. I will oversee any renovations and organize all of that. I’m not shirking from that side of things, but long term I want something else. Will has some good ideas. Spence will need help with that side for his camp.” Wyatt says and Blue gets caught in the enthusiasm.

“You can be my first client. We’ll get you back into shape. Get those muscles back.” Will says.

“Yeah.” Blue grins and Spence, Wyatt and Will grin back.

“Lets not get too far ahead. You might not get it.” Gervais says throwing cold water on the plans.

“Babe we’ll find a career for you too if you want one. You and George can still get on with the original plan.” Blue says.

“Robin and Birch have totally screwed me and George over. George is lucky he can stay at his job. I’m left with nothing.” Gervais says.

“We’ll find you something. You are so smart and talented.” Blue says kissing Gervais cheek.

Later in bed Blue and Gervais are snuggling together.

“You won’t really train with Will, will you?” Gervais asks.

“I thought it was a good idea. I am still too thin.” Blue says.

“You are perfect. I don’t want you spending lots of time alone with Will. Not while we’re unstable and he’s already tried to poison our relationship.” Gervais says.

“I don’t think we’ll last if you dictate who I can and can’t spend time with.” Blue says.

“He’s your ex and he has been talking shit about me to you every chance he gets.” Gervais says.

“I guess so.” Blue sighs.






106 thoughts on “Ocean Blue 59

  1. I was hoping for B to dump G or have a break and be a single. I think it’s better for B to be single for now. And work on his self, but Nooooo he gave right away with G. And what a surprise, not, that G forgot to mention that B owns a land and lake. He subconsciously try to hide info to B. He really doesn’t know how to handle the new B. And now he is being controlling? Ask G to go to the lake. I’ll do the rest.

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  2. In all of the comments I have seen that call Gervias controlling I don’t believe I have ever seen that. Will was the control freak when in a relationship with Blue. He was always the one that was telling B that he had to change. To not give so much to others. To cut off his friends. Let’s not forget the big fight before Blue was whisked away. Will was mad and telling Blue that he shouldn’t act the way he was and had always been. Then at the hotel during the last orgy he had to tell B what to think. G had made a mistake but right now his only problem is trying to do things the old Blue would want to do and not adapting to the new broken Blue.

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    1. I see them completely different.

      One, was supporting. Not controlling. Sometimes he tried to direct/steer Blue for what was best.

      The other, is directly hiding/controlling a person’s options, and holding them a financial prisoner.

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      1. Financial prisoner? Blue was told when he resurfaced that he had inherited Glady’s estate. All he had to do was look into it himself which given his emotional state he couldn’t do. Granted G was managing the estate because “Blue” did not exist. I’m sure Gladys will stipulated that the money went to Blue and all he had to do was claim it. Was G just supposed to say “here Blue here is millions of dollars and all this property, have fun. Bye now”

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  3. I’m conflicted I love when G and B are in sync but why does it seem like something HAS to be wrong and tear them apart sure G has messed up but I feel he is getting the short end of the stick ALL of he time because of the past

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  4. This chapter was a major disappointment for me. On continues the cycle of gervaiscontrolling blue and blue lacking the backbone to do anything about it. Clearly, this situation directly mirrors blues experience with George which is hilarious because Gervais is one of the people Blue wasn’t allowed to see. I’m tired of blue floating back and forth between being a weak ass bitch and a melodramatic bitch. I’m also surprised at how easily Gervais came back in and took control of everything. At the end of the last chapter Spencer was hesitant to even ask if Gervais was invited.

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  5. Oh oh… I can smell what you’re doing Sam.

    If I were a beting man, I think the story is going to end soon.

    I think there may be a wedding soon/a few years later. 😉

    (Also, my initial post was just “GERVAIS IS A CUNT.” Obviously I’m far too classy to even type that…)

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    1. He told Blue about the money straight off, they just didn’t try and get it to Blue until Birch intervened. Blue didn’t read the portfolio of properties properly but sure Gervais didn’t point out there were more places in other cities.


      1. Telling someone that they have money is one thing.

        Forgetting to give blue a wage is another…

        And then finding out that they own a lake that Gervais ‘forgot’ to mention, whilst taking a nice stipend from…

        Blue was down to his last dollar. G decided that they were given a strict wage G. Whilst monitoring the 4 boys wages/business expenditures with an iron first, he missed out on the fact of “yeah, there’s a spare few million…”

        G is/was shady as fuck. He considers Blue too fragile to know about his properties, but completely healthy enough to deliver an ultimatum?

        Also, I think Gervais and blue will end up together… 😛

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          1. I’m picturing a massive break up, then 3 years later them bumping into each other,then 10 solid chapters for wedding planning, a chapter sending them off, with a few side yarns wrapping up the characters.

            Will is probably going to get married off to Justin. There’s nothing hotter than a convict

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              1. So, I was on a convict penpal site, and I found a dude who is a gay porn star who murdered his parents…

                I really want to write to him! I had two penpals during my teen years, and one ended rather badly…

                But this guy seems really interesting. Especially after seeing his videos.

                And damn you Slut-features! I’m classy like a fanny-pack.

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  6. Wow Sam! Like it! So, Gervais and Blue – Gervais is notching up the control. He’s now dictating who Blue can spend time with? Will was right in the previous chapter, Gervais has no clue how to help Blue, not really. I hope Blue is strong enough to stand up for himself.
    Robin and Birch – I think it might be better that the boys are close but not all in each other’s faces, but it does screw up Gervais’ plans.
    Ella – what a slut! Mike must be blind. Those two (Nick and Ella) apparently were too spoiled by their parents and are completely imploding.

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    1. Interesting that some of you see fight and some see control. I’m as usual firmly on the fence. I do think Gervais is getting it wrong but also that he thinks he has no choice, given how much Will’s influence is affecting Blue.

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      1. Great chapter Sam. I do think it’s control too (surprise, surprise!). Whether it was the money, or Blue looking to Gervais for approval, during their sex romp with the group recently, Blue has always looked to his partners to make his decisions – or he just bolts. He has no other coping mechanisms it seems.

        It’ll be interesting to see how Blue deals with this demand…it’s like George all over, in the sense that George made Blue stay away from his friends while they were together. In this case, Gervais only wants him to stay away from Will. Will may have been a bit brutal with how he went about his initial conversation, he didn’t say anything that wasn’t true.

        Ella – what a bitch! Mike doesn’t deserve that! Thank you Sam!

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        1. Gervais is clinging on. He has always been worried about Will and he is being vocal about it. Blue is vulnerable and we’ll see if it is a step too far to cut off part of his support network.
          Lets see what Clara thinks next….


          1. Great…you know Clara will support Gervais – she even said that Blue and Gervais will end up together to Will…sometimes I think she and Gervais are cut from the same cloth. They both love Blue, in their own way, but always seem to hurt him and have a need to control. Thanks Sam!

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          2. I am waiting for Clara to slap G hard!

            A question I have is would G ever have told Blue about all this property if Blue hadn’t stumbled upon it no less to find G kept it in G’s name when it should have immediately been switched to Blue as title owner!

            Add to the half of Abby’s money that was supposed to go to Blue but G never refused the money !

            G is a bad seed !

            Free Blue from G and W and get him his rescue dog and therapy and Chris match makes a hunky vet for Blue!

            The only true Blue friend G has is Spence and Chris and Larry and I would even say Ollie!

            The rest are rubbish best left in the trash! Kicked to the curb!

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  7. gervais lied about everything. I don’t even think he really loves blue. he just wants him so no one else can have him. to use has his personal fuck toy. when you are really in love, you simply don’t do what he did, unless youre just a shitty person.

    and birch…what a cunt!!!

    I can see blue, Spence, Wyatt, Chris and Larry staying tight. but the rest can fuck off, including Robin simply because he is considering Birch’s proposal.

    will can’t be trusted. he could get pissed at any time decide to leave.

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    1. At this point Blue needs intense therapy and I have been of the opinion when Blue is healthy that he be with a hunky sweet vet that Chris introduces him to and Blue needs a rescue dog to rescue him from this hell!

      Blue’s other true Blue friend is Spence and his twin Chris. Larry and Larry goes where Chris goes and Wyatt goes where Spence goes.

      G and W are toxic and G is creepy nasty 😷 control freak psycho toxic! I fear W could end the same way and he too needs a lot of therapy so no coupling with Blue!!

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  8. Gervais is Snuffung out Blue just as George did😳

    Gervais again lying about Abby’s bequeaths to Blue!

    Gervais should be kicked to the curb and fast!

    I hope Chris finds out and the others fast!

    I am so scared for Blue!

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  9. Sammy my man if I wasn’t talking to my tiger right now I’d jump all over you! Gervais grew a pair! Now we just need than Gervais and will fight!!!! Robin and birch are so damn adorable!!! Ha that bitch is gonna get dumped couldn’t happen to a better bitch! Now we need Will a fellow maybe a swimmer! The only thing missing was a cute little scene with Chris and Larry! I love you Sam!!!!!!!!!

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        1. I’m with ya Jack! About time SOMEONE in this story grew a pair. this is the most dysfunctional group of guys that I’ve ever seen. (I love them all though lol❤️😍😂)

          It’s sketchy as hell that Blue doesn’t have the balls to ever completely end a relationship. He’s forever keeping his ex’s around and never makes a clean break. I’m telling you, if I ever have another relationship, I won’t want his/her ex living with us, or going into business with us, etc. that’s just weird and only invites problems. I don’t see Spence trying to find a spot for Andy, or Will trying to go into business with Ahmed. Nope, it’s just Blue who is so co-dependent on others he’s never been able to stand on his own. Clara really did a job on his psyche growing up I guess.

          So good on G for getting a pair and fighting for what he wants!! I would have said the same if it had been Will, I’m just glad someone finally grew a hair on their balls and stood up to be heard. 💪🏻

          sam, hopefully you’re having a blast and haven’t melted!! And THANK YOU for still writing even though you’re on holiday. im so freaking addicted to this story I don’t think I could go weeks without a peek into the lives of these sexy guys lol. ❤️😘❤️ You’re the best!!!

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                  1. I’ve had a lot of fun, just not in the traditional vegas party all night way. Bloody obvious I needed a break and rest. I’ve had some great food, lovely days out and my bed has amazing thick soft sheets.


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