Alexander in the open 15 – Alexander betrayed

Peter asks me to go over to the apartment to study. I feel bad as he’s done loads on our project and I’ve not been around. “Did you have fun Friday?” I ask. “Not so much after you left. I miss you can we hang out this week?” Peter asks. “When are you working?” I ask. “Tues, weds, thurs. It’s busy. I guess you’ll have a … Continue reading Alexander in the open 15 – Alexander betrayed

Alexander in the open 14 – Something old, something new

Spending the night with Peter wasn’t the best idea. But I sleep so well in his arms. We didn’t do anything more than cuddling but it was so great. We’re both kind of sore from sleeping on the floor in the morning. We shower together, kissing and touching. I run my hands everywhere wanting to remember everything, knowing this is a goodbye. It is freezing … Continue reading Alexander in the open 14 – Something old, something new

Alexander in the open 13 – Jamie’s Birthday

On Friday I rush home from college to get ready for the party. I shower and change and try and get the kitchen and main room ready. We’ve moved the garden table and chairs inside to make enough places for everyone to sit down. We’re all setting the table, opening wine and doing last minute tiding before the caterers arrive. Felix has been icing the … Continue reading Alexander in the open 13 – Jamie’s Birthday

Alexander in the open 12 – Confused Alexander

I’m happy to be back living at home. I don’t like sleeping alone in my giant bed though. On Sunday I text Paul to see how his date went. He’s quick to reply. “Great sex but no future. Busy Tuesday?” “Free from 2.” I reply, eager to see him again. “My place at 4?” Paul asks. “Sounds great.” I reply delighted. Paul is hot and … Continue reading Alexander in the open 12 – Confused Alexander

Alexander in the open part 11 – Alexander and Peter talk

I’m in a good mood on Friday. I can’t believe the 2 weeks I’ve had, a great night with a total athletic stud and a three day fling with a cutie. I’ve exorcized Jay and Peter and I’m feeling great. I’m looking forward to moving home over the weekend. I head into my afternoon lab still in a very sunny mood. I forget myself entirely … Continue reading Alexander in the open part 11 – Alexander and Peter talk

Alexander in the open part 10 – Alexander dips a toe

I was calm as could be driving to my temporary home. I was free and I was okay with that. Finally completely free from Jay, even our chemistry had dulled I no longer had that thrill when kissing him, when touching him. I was not free from Peter, that was going to take time and I expected more than one relapse. I loved him, probably … Continue reading Alexander in the open part 10 – Alexander dips a toe