Alexander I’m so angry and upset that I can’t speak. I’ve never cheated on Peter, we’re together all the time already and I can’t believe he doesn’t trust me. I don’t want to be around him right now. I head out for a run to try and calm down. I thought I was doing so well. I’ve not been pressuring him. I’ve been there for … Continue reading Alexander Sophomore spring 10
So that writing break hasn’t happened yet. Still doing a lot of thinking. I’m totally split, in some ways I’m ready to stop, have Alexander grow a little more this summer then end it. But I do want to write about him after school a bit, much easier to find new stories and situations. What do you want to read? Continue reading What happens next.
I wake feeling groggy. Peter is still on my chest, arms tightly round me. I kiss the top of his head and he snuggles in more, wrapping his leg around me. I stroke his back and continue to kiss him lightly. “More kisses.” Peter mumbles and looks up at me sleepily. I comply with his wishes and kiss him more, just light brushes. He wriggles … Continue reading Alexander Sophomore spring 9
On Sunday evening Peter and I take his Mom to the airport and say our goodbyes. I’m sad to see her go but ready to get back to normal life at home. Everyone is back from their trips, Jay has moved back to the middle floor, as has Brian. So we’re full again. Brian persuaded Blondie to move into Aaron and Peters apartment for the … Continue reading Alexander Sophomore Spring 8
“Did you have a good day with Jamie?” Peter asks me as we sit at the airport waiting for our flight. “Yeah it was nice to get out and about. I’d kept myself pretty cooped up all week.” I say. “I worried when I woke up without you. But your note was sweet.” Peter says. “You looked so fast asleep I didn’t want to wake … Continue reading Alexander Sophomore spring 7
“Are you going to go?” I ask Peter. “I don’t know.” Peter says. “Do you need me to go with you?” I ask. “Dad asked that I go alone.” Peter says looking down. “Maybe you should. We’ll put us on hold until we’re back at school.” I say. “Yeah. You should have some fun.” Peter says. “Will you be okay?” I ask. “I want to … Continue reading Alexander Sophomore Spring 6
We’re all ready to party. We’ve all been drinking and we’re dressed in very little as we head out to the club. It’s pretty crowded but doesn’t take too long to get inside. “Holy shit!” Shouts Jay pointing at a sign. “Shit!” I say. Max is hosting tonight. “We’ll have to be nice, or I will.” I say to Jay, he nods back. Peter comes … Continue reading Alexander Sophomore Spring 5
I’m on the plane sat with Peter, we’re the only 2 on this early flight. We haven’t spoken since he came outside last night. I walked away and avoided him the rest of the night. He reaches over and takes my hand. “Can we room together this week?” Peter asks. “We might need to be more than 2 to a room.” I say. “But we … Continue reading Alexander Sophomore spring 4
“Why didn’t you tell me you were with Aaron?” I ask. “We agreed not to talk about relationships.” Peter says. “What’s he got on you?” I ask. “Nothing, it’s not like that.” Peter says. I’m not convinced. “If it’s real you wouldn’t have kissed me.” I say. “You’re with Jay and you kissed me back.” Peter says. “Jay and I are in a fight. But … Continue reading Alexander sophomore spring 3
On Thursday I wake early, I know it’s the anticipation of seeing Peter later. It was so weird we didn’t speak on Monday. Jay stirs and starts pushing up against me. We make love quickly on our sides. Jay’s a pretty demanding guy to date. He wants a lot of sex which is great but the constant neediness for texts and calls during the day … Continue reading Alexander sophomore spring 2
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