Write what you want is not allowed as an answer. Not allowed you hear me. As usual I’m a bit stuck. The end of Dark clouds is looming as I’m tired of people being in pain and unhappy and am not planning on much more misery. Some but no more major things. So that means I’m heading for the next stage and I’m stuck. And … Continue reading Stuck as usual
The college group are celebrating Josiah’s internship and Ocean’s return at the new burger place. Magnus has given Josiah a large gift-card to the place to allow Josiah to feel like he’s treating his friends which he is very grateful for. “Are you okay eating here Ocean?” Josiah asks. “For sure, I have loads of choices.” Ocean grins. “Smells goooood.” Brett grins as they are … Continue reading Blue skies ahead 69
Josiah sits on the sand and watches the waves and all his feelings of rejection and loneliness melt away. These last few months have expanded his world far beyond his dreams. A year ago getting in to college and paying for it felt like an impossible dream and he’s not only there, he has friends, he has had lovers, he has a job he loves, … Continue reading Blue skies ahead 60 – Spring break 5
Blue feels relaxed as he and Tad walk up to the Baxter farmhouse. He feels like he and tad have cleared the air and will be able to work together. Ella and Nick greet them like excited puppies. The pair are blonde and willowy and Blue can see why their parents are not expecting them to work with the animals, they both look like they … Continue reading A new Blue 11
“Where are you going?” Blue asks Will as he steps out the bedroom. “I need to jerk of before going to bed with you. So I can keep some sort of self-control.” Will says hoping for an invitation. “I’m sorry, its shit. Today has been really lovely. I adore being with you. You take this bed I’ll go in the spare room.” Blue says. “Blue, … Continue reading The suite saga 136
“It’s my day off.” Will says waking slowly next to Blue. They cuddled a lot in the night and Will feels so good. “You want to do anything? I bet you need to just chill. Your muscles must ache.” Blue says. “You offering to stay in bed with me?” Will asks with a grin. “I am pretty tired.” Blue says and pulls Will close. “You’re … Continue reading The suite saga 135
Blue, Ocean and Will wake together and Ocean is a bundle of energy. Blue takes him into the studio for morning yoga. “Can we have ice cream for breakfast?” Ocean asks once they’re done. “We could have yogurt with fruit. We have lots of cherries and bananas left.” Blue says. “What do you have for breakfast Will?” Ocean asks taking the glass of milk will … Continue reading The suite saga 134
“Will we can’t.” Blue says sadly moving away. “How will anyone know? Come on Blue we’re amazing together. been alone for 2 years and I find someone who likes me back despite me being short and a gymnast. You even let me top for goodness sake. A big guy like you. And you’re nice and loving and sensitive and smart. This feels like it could … Continue reading The suite saga 133
“Wow this place is so cool.” Will says as Blue shows him round. “I’m just camping out in this room while I wait for deliveries and work out what I need.” Blue says. “I wish I lived somewhere so nice. I lived out last year in a shared apartment with other athletes and it was a mess. I hated it. Back to the dorms for … Continue reading The suite saga 132
Spence and Will have dinner a couple of evenings a week and Will hangs out at the apartment some evenings, just chilling and watching TV. He makes use of their bath tub as his studio only has a shower. They never talk about relationships and Spence locks his feelings deep away. Magnus and DeShawn are blossoming together. They really enjoy each other’s company and whether … Continue reading Spence’s summer
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